I think I'll record the next two weeks daily and then move it to weekly.....
I'm taking one 27mg a day. It's time released which is preferable b/c it allows for a more consistent plane as opposed to Ridilin that brings you up and lets you down (normally taken 3 times a day). It also discourages abuse, but I'm not worried about that.
The effect is almost immediately felt. The best I can explain it is being docilely amped. It felt like my blood pressure shot up, but my heart was at a normal rate. Though I felt hyperfocused and aware, I was not anxious in any way...crazy. It was not too comfortable, but I am expecting the jitters to wear off as my body gets used to the drug.
Some noticible effects:
Though I'd still get sidetracked, I was able to maintain the thread to continue with myoriginal task.
Most importantly, I did not get angry w/ myself or frustrated when losing something, like my bus pass (it was in the car). I just figured it out. This is jazzed up my wife who claims my self-loathing when frustrated is her number one peeve. I hope the streak continues.
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